The 28th was my birthday and I went out and I started talking to a guy who looked cute. I told him to join us at our table, and then he started talking to someone who used to be a very good friend of mine but I don’t see much as my friend anymore and I invited because I felt bad not to invite her. He talked almost only to her and it was so fucking annoying.

Almost every time I want someone he wants her.

I took a cab and went home because I was depressed about this, although I was celebrating my birthday and wanted to stay.